Saturday, October 28, 2006

EILEEN
LOVE
CAI CAI
BUACKS~!!*
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[10/28/2006 09:43:00 PM]]
Monday, October 02, 2006
i've g0t mixed up feelings today
i feel happy yet sad, sad yet happy
i was wondering.. if he had the
same feeling, i'm having now. ..
i dunno why when he found a new
ms gf i feel kinda uneasy.. or rather
jealous i shall say, i hate it when the
gal call him dear.. =.= hohoho
and i g0t the urge inside to shout
at the gal " DUN U CALL HIM DEAR~!! "
" HE IS N O T UR DEAR!!!" l0lS
but its sound too hurting for the gal
or maybe i might hurt him in this way
s0 i decide to shut my mouth up and
went off without telling him. .. i went
with -doom- my new found fren to
hunt for arwen glass shoe after she
log off.. i tracked him and he is at
the station waiting for ship to orbis
when i rushed there he's already
boarded the ship X . .. i feel so @#$%^
and i was fucked up >=( i dun wan
him to have a gf.. and i think i am too
selfish. so i did n0t mention anything
like pls dun find a gf.. but if they r
going to married i will gratz them and
wish them good and then hahaha end
of my maple life =( i dun wanna see
ppl calling him dear or hubby infront
of me or somewhere i can see.. =.=
but seriously i dun wan to be replaced
by someone else... u know sometimes
i feel i was being left out =X haiis
i guess i shall see wat will happen then
i really miss him man............ he and me

his charac wh0m i'm sweetly married to

he erer me
*haPPy faMily*=)

his's my sweeTiie k0r
NikySAN~

d0 this c0s
he had xXdisney92Xx
training with him
=.=
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[10/02/2006 07:41:00 PM]]