why must you do all this to me...
dont you know it really hurts.
had my love spoilt you?
thats why you are like this?
why can't you spare a tot for me?
i'm not ur slave nor ur atm and something else.
you won't get to see the tears i've cried...
why must you smash my heart into milion pieces?
i'm deeply hurt...
tried to continue...
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[2/28/2006 05:30:00 PM]]
miss him....
hais~
i dunno why
i jus can'T forget him
why?
who can tell me why?
he's jus making use of me OnLy rite?
need me find me dun need me go and die.
Right??
how foolish and stupid i am isn't i?
the world's bigger fool yea...
i am so useless rite.
i am so stupid rite.
i am ashame of myself because of you.
you don't know how i feel
you don't know what had i gone tru
you don't know my pain
you know nothing.
wo tong ku, ni xing fu
wo nan guo, ni kuai le
ai yi ge ren shi zhe yang de mah?
ai ni de zi wei shi ku de mah?
wei she mer wo na mer tong ku?
ni hao kuai le~!!!
wo HAO TONG KU~!
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[2/27/2006 01:31:00 AM]]
i'm so stress stress stress stress
no time for lunch
no time to go pump pump
no time to go toilet
no time no time
arGGGGGGGG!!!!
bT.. hope u nOe whu u are... yea
i'm sorry if i had hurt u but i didn't mean it
hope u will understand.........
its rather hard to forget abt him...
yuP but frenx fer ever kz?
i noe its impossible between me and him
u see this two colourx together?
the contrast is nice, isn't it?
but u see this
this is me...
this is him...
doesn't match at all..
i noe i'm foolish but
the memories get me goin on
i live for the memories of us
not for myself....
do u understand how i feel?
i hope u do.....
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[2/24/2006 01:23:00 AM]]
i stress until cannot sleep..yesterday and today nose bleed sum more
*sObs* haiix~.. so stress... cannot tahan the life i'm living now...
Life's like heLL.. i think heLL beTter bahx.
ku ming...... ku ming......
haO tried so tried of my life
life sux!
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[2/21/2006 11:56:00 PM]]
sO sO sO tired!!!
haiix....
my 2nd boss keep on picking on me
so tuLan. nb...
asK me dO thiS dO tat
i dO liao still bueh sOng me...cb..
tink i'm robort aRhx
nO need to resT arh
knn... paY me sO little
wanT mE do sO many work
tinK i'M hiS maid arH nb....
stUTupid goh poon soO
blOody p.s.goh ccb..
die early goOd laRhx hOrx
dUn cOme bueh sOng wiT me
idioT!!!!!!!!!!
alwis kpkb... like wat
kaO bueh TahaN!!!
NBCB!!! MotherFuckeR!
kaO eh.... siT beHind me sOme mOre
Like neber bath de.. aLways scratch here n there
Hair got sO many dandruff wah laO eh... Gan eR xiN!
sO diSgUsTed kaO~
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[2/15/2006 10:40:00 PM]]
today i issue a airticket with the wrong name of my customer
-_-" sO strEss
ppl lim ah chai.. i put teo ah chai
haiix..
sO stress... dun wan to work.. haiix...
no fren to talk xin shi...
haiix``
i wanT to die le la!!!!
GrRrRrRrRrR...
haix...
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[2/06/2006 01:15:00 AM]]
everthing seems so cold to me...
no warmth.. no nth..
i'm jus surrounded by darkness....
cold n chilling.... & icy
i hate almost everythin...
i hate myself most...
yes i've got my sisters who is caring..
they care for me...
but it doesn't seems to be enough..
i tot of commiting sucide...
why must this all happen to me??
why...?
wat else can i do?
nobody knows..
haiix...
life really sux...
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[2/01/2006 10:45:00 PM]]
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