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Monday, January 22, 2007

well i'll leave this blog here
=D change of new blog, means a new life xD
http://www.xanga.com/l0veU
my new bloggie~


stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[1/22/2007 07:57:00 AM]]




Tuesday, January 16, 2007

its my off day today and i decided to blog and my blog is so so -OUTDATED-
well i haven't really got the chance to change my blogskin and blog now a days
i occupied myself with things i like to do instead of staying at home letting my
mind run wild. well i'm happy thou (= its rather fast for me to get over my
heartbreaks and ect(say three cheers, say three cheers for myself xD) ahahas
and i really want to thanks all my frens (= firstly is my precious jie Xiu Juan
she accompanied me thru all my bad times i'm glad for that Secondly my
Promoter frens while working in J8 they are great really ^^ i miss u guys so
much~ Lastly. .. I want to thank Him, Cai thanks for letting me see clearly.
i don't know i had been so blind for so long, now while i think back.. is clear
that i'm just something to fill up the hole in ur life. Using me to fill the emptiness
in ur life. I was a great use uhs. Well anyway good luck to u.

ha i have nth to say well getting tired of my life

a good night to u

stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[1/16/2007 07:59:00 AM]]




Sunday, December 10, 2006

ppl this song is nice =D
http://h1.ripway.com/bijouxrain/Natalie-GoingCrazy.mp3
http://ftp.m-eka.com/01.mp3

r n b
http://thagrimone.imeem.com/music/Xm3zadyp/smack_that/
http://profile.imeem.com/PWZtVz/music/F0kjRllM/same_script_different_cast/
http://profile.imeem.com/rsseH/music/XT6yIDc7/let_me_love_youreggaeton_remix/
http://profile.imeem.com/6IGDiK/music/2z52FdB9/too_little_too_late/
http://moneybags500.imeem.com/music/JfdyZxgH/still_in_love_with_my_x_remix/
http://royalstar.imeem.com/music/LHCHq2yj/run_away_luv/

stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[12/10/2006 05:35:00 AM]]




Wednesday, November 29, 2006

1. What do you do when you feel lonely?
depand lohs.. see how bah

2. What do you do when you feel happy?
smiling to myself =D

3. What do you do when you feel hungry?
bear with it or jus eat whatever i can find at home

4. What do you do when you fall in
love?
hmm hmmm.. Lolz

5. What do you do when you feel sad?
Staring at the night sky looking for star
think of something else, talk to my frens,

6. What do you do when you feel angry?
dun show it or jus show it

7. What do you do when you feel crazy?
doing crazy things

8. What do you do when you feel mad?
Yell on top of my voice xD

9. What do you do when you feel stress?
MAPLE hahaha and listen to songs

10. What do you do when you feel no
one care about you?
There are always ppl to care for me but
wad i really wan is his care =/

11. What do you do when you want to
know more about her/him?
observing him silently

12. What do you do when you missed
your bestfriends?
SMS!!

13. What do you do when you arrived at
the place that you don't know?
Look around haha

14. What do you do when you feel
broken?
Cry?

15. What do you do when you feel
someone cheated on you?
Pretend i dunno haha

stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[11/29/2006 09:53:00 PM]]




Monday, November 27, 2006

Your Life is 46% Perfect
Your life is pretty normal - sometimes great, sometimes not so great.You have a lot of good stuff going on. Your life may be more perfect than you realize.
How Perfect is Your Life?



You Have Your Sarcastic Moments
While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.
How Sarcastic Are You?



Your Love Number is 4
You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart.An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be.But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic.You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure!
What Is Your Love Number?



Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.You've loved, lost, and loved again.You have had a wide range of love experiences.And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.You know a relationship is not about getting your way.And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.
The Five Variable Love Test



You Are A Realistic Romantic
It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.You're still taken in by love poems and sunsetsYou just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!
Are You Romantic or Realistic?



You Are a Newborn Soul
You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.
Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?



Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?



You Are 20% Extrovert, 80% Introvert
You are quite reservedYou aren't afraid of social situations...But you very much prefer to go it aloneAnd why not? You're your own best friend!
Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?



Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor
What Color Is Your Aura?



How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?

stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[11/27/2006 08:04:00 PM]]




Saturday, October 28, 2006


EILEEN
LOVE
CAI CAI
BUACKS~!!*

stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[10/28/2006 09:43:00 PM]]




Monday, October 02, 2006

i've g0t mixed up feelings today
i feel happy yet sad, sad yet happy
i was wondering.. if he had the
same feeling, i'm having now. ..
i dunno why when he found a new
ms gf i feel kinda uneasy.. or rather
jealous i shall say, i hate it when the
gal call him dear.. =.= hohoho
and i g0t the urge inside to shout
at the gal " DUN U CALL HIM DEAR~!! "
" HE IS N O T UR DEAR!!!" l0lS
but its sound too hurting for the gal
or maybe i might hurt him in this way
s0 i decide to shut my mouth up and
went off without telling him. .. i went
with -doom- my new found fren to
hunt for arwen glass shoe after she
log off.. i tracked him and he is at
the station waiting for ship to orbis
when i rushed there he's already
boarded the ship X . .. i feel so @#$%^
and i was fucked up >=( i dun wan
him to have a gf.. and i think i am too
selfish. so i did n0t mention anything
like pls dun find a gf.. but if they r
going to married i will gratz them and
wish them good and then hahaha end
of my maple life =( i dun wanna see
ppl calling him dear or hubby infront
of me or somewhere i can see.. =.=
but seriously i dun wan to be replaced
by someone else... u know sometimes
i feel i was being left out =X haiis
i guess i shall see wat will happen then
i really miss him man............


he and me

his charac wh0m i'm sweetly married to

he erer me

*haPPy faMily*=)

his's my sweeTiie k0r

NikySAN~

d0 this c0s

he had xXdisney92Xx

training with him

=.=

stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[10/02/2006 07:41:00 PM]]




ThegirL

About Me

eileen
swiit 17
SWEETLY attached =]

L0veS

my HUBBY -CaiCai-
my BABES
all my frenS
MAPLE
xCaix =)


Dislikes

PAN YING WEN XD
nth else

DemanDs

with him till the end =]




JUS SIMPLY HIM



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ch0se the s0ng =]some of my fravourites are here

[[*|simply ME|*]]

well i'm me and no one can change ME
be good to me, and i'll be good to u as well
Now i kn0w FRENS r n0t ALWAYS true.. they might bite
NOW I L0VE _HIM_ =D and i h0pe he's the ONE