well i'll leave this blog here
=D change of new blog, means a new life xD
my new bloggie~
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[1/22/2007 07:57:00 AM]]
its my off day today and i decided to blog and my blog is so so -OUTDATED-
well i haven't really got the chance to change my blogskin and blog now a days
i occupied myself with things i like to do instead of staying at home letting my
mind run wild. well i'm happy thou (= its rather fast for me to get over my
heartbreaks and ect(say three cheers, say three cheers for myself xD) ahahas
and i really want to thanks all my frens (= firstly is my precious jie Xiu Juan
she accompanied me thru all my bad times i'm glad for that Secondly my
Promoter frens while working in J8 they are great really ^^ i miss u guys so
much~ Lastly. .. I want to thank Him, Cai thanks for letting me see clearly.
i don't know i had been so blind for so long, now while i think back.. is clear
that i'm just something to fill up the hole in ur life. Using me to fill the emptiness
in ur life. I was a great use uhs. Well anyway good luck to u.
ha i have nth to say well getting tired of my life
a good night to u
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[1/16/2007 07:59:00 AM]]
ppl this song is nice =D
http://h1.ripway.com/bijouxrain/Natalie-GoingCrazy.mp3
http://ftp.m-eka.com/01.mp3
r n b
http://thagrimone.imeem.com/music/Xm3zadyp/smack_that/
http://profile.imeem.com/PWZtVz/music/F0kjRllM/same_script_different_cast/
http://profile.imeem.com/rsseH/music/XT6yIDc7/let_me_love_youreggaeton_remix/
http://profile.imeem.com/6IGDiK/music/2z52FdB9/too_little_too_late/
http://moneybags500.imeem.com/music/JfdyZxgH/still_in_love_with_my_x_remix/
http://royalstar.imeem.com/music/LHCHq2yj/run_away_luv/
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[12/10/2006 05:35:00 AM]]
1. What do you do when you feel lonely?
depand lohs.. see how bah
2. What do you do when you feel happy?
smiling to myself =D
3. What do you do when you feel hungry?
bear with it or jus eat whatever i can find at home
4. What do you do when you fall in
love?
hmm hmmm.. Lolz
5. What do you do when you feel sad?
Staring at the night sky looking for star
think of something else, talk to my frens,
6. What do you do when you feel angry?
dun show it or jus show it
7. What do you do when you feel crazy?
doing crazy things
8. What do you do when you feel mad?
Yell on top of my voice xD
9. What do you do when you feel stress?
MAPLE hahaha and listen to songs
10. What do you do when you feel no
one care about you?
There are always ppl to care for me but
wad i really wan is his care =/
11. What do you do when you want to
know more about her/him?
observing him silently
12. What do you do when you missed
your bestfriends?
SMS!!
13. What do you do when you arrived at
the place that you don't know?
Look around haha
14. What do you do when you feel
broken?
Cry?
15. What do you do when you feel
someone cheated on you?
Pretend i dunno haha
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[11/29/2006 09:53:00 PM]]
| Your Life is 46% Perfect |
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How Perfect is Your Life?
| You Have Your Sarcastic Moments |
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How Sarcastic Are You?
| Your Love Number is 4 |
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What Is Your Love Number?
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
 Your propensity for monogamy is medium.In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high.You've loved, lost, and loved again.You have had a wide range of love experiences.And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low.This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.You know a relationship is not about getting your way.And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
The Five Variable Love Test
| You Are A Realistic Romantic |
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Are You Romantic or Realistic?
| You Are a Newborn Soul |
 Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul |
What Kind of Soul Are You?
| Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" |
 Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive |
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
| You Are 20% Extrovert, 80% Introvert |
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Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?
| Your Aura is Blue |
 The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor |
What Color Is Your Aura?
| How You Are In Love |
 You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
How Are You In Love?
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[11/27/2006 08:04:00 PM]]
EILEEN
LOVE
CAI CAI
BUACKS~!!*
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[10/28/2006 09:43:00 PM]]
i've g0t mixed up feelings today
i feel happy yet sad, sad yet happy
i was wondering.. if he had the
same feeling, i'm having now. ..
i dunno why when he found a new
ms gf i feel kinda uneasy.. or rather
jealous i shall say, i hate it when the
gal call him dear.. =.= hohoho
and i g0t the urge inside to shout
at the gal " DUN U CALL HIM DEAR~!! "
" HE IS N O T UR DEAR!!!" l0lS
but its sound too hurting for the gal
or maybe i might hurt him in this way
s0 i decide to shut my mouth up and
went off without telling him. .. i went
with -doom- my new found fren to
hunt for arwen glass shoe after she
log off.. i tracked him and he is at
the station waiting for ship to orbis
when i rushed there he's already
boarded the ship X . .. i feel so @#$%^
and i was fucked up >=( i dun wan
him to have a gf.. and i think i am too
selfish. so i did n0t mention anything
like pls dun find a gf.. but if they r
going to married i will gratz them and
wish them good and then hahaha end
of my maple life =( i dun wanna see
ppl calling him dear or hubby infront
of me or somewhere i can see.. =.=
but seriously i dun wan to be replaced
by someone else... u know sometimes
i feel i was being left out =X haiis
i guess i shall see wat will happen then
i really miss him man............
he and me
his charac wh0m i'm sweetly married to
he erer me
*haPPy faMily*=)
his's my sweeTiie k0r
NikySAN~
d0 this c0s
he had xXdisney92Xx
training with him
=.=
stiLL l0ving HIM__ [[10/02/2006 07:41:00 PM]]
eileen
swiit 17
SWEETLY attached =]
my BABES
all my frenS
MAPLE
xCaix =)
nth else
JUS SIMPLY HIM
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friendster` |
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